so big step, hm..? no official job, trying to make a living from something i like, but not sure if it's good enough, doubts and hopes and chaos in my head, and i'm trying to put everything in order....so far I've learned that Fridays are not suitable for any work, at all, as every Friday, literally everything i take into my hands, is turned into a complete disaster. So yesterday I cleaned the mess I made, and decided to give myself off. And I'm pretty sure it happened last Friday as well.
I will try to remember that next week.